April Birds and May Bees

Ain't no Literature here, folks.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

I'd like to think this is accurate...

This is, supposedly, what my birthday signifies I am like. Yeah, I don't put much stock in these things, but they're fun. See if you think mine is accurate. (I'm indirectly fishing for compliments here.)






Your Birthdate: January 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness.

You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable.

You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words.

You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic.

You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller.

Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue.

There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work.

You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative.


Monday, July 25, 2005

Ceiling Gazing

Is there any worse feeling than not being able to get to sleep at night? I hardly ever have this problem. Usually it goes something like: Head hits pillow, snoring begins minutes -- seconds -- later. But last night...I remember seeing 3:00 on the clock. I guess it was a combination of a lot of things. The cookie I ate before I went to bed (yeah, I know, bad idea for several reasons), the fan blowing hair in my face started to feel like ants marching, the hour nap that I took at 7 PM... All I have to say is, I feel REALLY sorry for insomniacs. Really sorry.

Road trippin' playlist

Here you can create your own road trip playlist and look at other people's choices. Kind of fun except that you can't just browse the music -- you have to think of the name of a song to search for. And, of course, you have to pay to download the songs.

(Note: I added Johnny Cash's "I've Been Everywhere" and The Allman Brothers' "Midnight Rider." Thought I was pretty clever...)

Reasons I Love The South

I'm starting this post with absolutely nothing in mind to write. But I'm listening to really good music (more Sufjan Stevens) and usually that is the catalyst of great brainstorms for me.

Waiting...waiting...
Ok.

I'm sitting here, on a warm summer night in New York City, the fan blowing individual hairs into my face, tickling. Close my eyes and add the smell of chlorine and I'm sitting on my back porch in Georgia. Should I make a list of reasons that I love the South? No, I think I'll make it a narrative or a soliloquy. An ode to a Southern Summer.

But this calls for a change in music. Enter "Iron and Wine," Clemson, South Carolina natives.

I should throw out a disclaimer and say that there could be some dialect in these next few passages. It might be hard to read for the non-Southerner. Just pretend you're reading Huck Finn or something.

I feel a certain, undeniable comfort and pride when I hear words like "crickets," "honeysuckle," "Paw Paw," "pick-up truck," "Coca-Cola," "Sarah Jo," "porch swing," and "bulldogs." (All said in an almost slurred southern drawl. "Sweeet Teeea." "Hunnysuckul." "Coca-Cola.") Even words that generally have negative connotations like "Charlie Daniels," or "Jack Daniels," "swamp," "muddin'," "red clay," or "Alabama." I'm proud of 'em.

Driving on back roads, windows rolled down, I feel I have the right to listen to Merle Haggard or some Hank if I want to. Did you know that there's a lot of people that live in the city that listen to Kenny Chesney or Alan Jackson? Did you know that I know a Canadian that LOVES country music? Sounds kind of contradictory, right? Playing ice hockey and listening to country music just doesn't fit. But if I sang country (God help us.), I wouldn't have to fake a southern accent.

I could cry when I think about dogwoods, azaleas, and verbena.

The smell of chlorine will forever remind me of summer days in my grandparents' pool. Yep, Mama Jo and Paw Paw's. I once ate an entire watermelon after swimming for hours with my cousins. Another time, I ate a whole (big) box of honey-nut Cheerios. I remember the feel of my skin as it dried, the absorbed chlorine pulling the skin on my face. "Don't sit in the chair if you're still wet!" But I did anyway. If Paw Paw sat in it soaked from working in the fields, the chlorine would actually do it some good.

My cousin Lee and I fed cows through our neighbor's fence one summer night until it got dark. And that's late in the summer. (Parker just called to tell me he was mad that I forgot that he was involved in the cow feeding. Sorry Parker.) We built forts out of hay bales in the old barn, got in trouble for playing in the "shop" (Paw Paw's workshop), and caught Catawba worms with the intent of going fishing. I learned how to ride a bike on Lee's old, beat-up blue Huffy by accidentally riding down the ramp of a flat-bed trailer.

When somebody gives you directions to their house, it invariably includes the phrase, "Turn off the black-top." As in, pavement ends.

Lemonade and mint juleps may be a thing of the past from Scarlet O'Hara days. But drinking sweet tea from a plastic cup while laying in a hammock under oak trees will live on forever, even if only in my mind.

Football. The substance of life in the fall. Not just on Saturdays. Everyday.

Fried okra.

At least an acknowledging nod at every passing stranger.

The gasoline smell of an old Chevy pick-up truck.

The smell of leather work gloves and freshly cut grass.

The sound of Daddy sneezing from the smell of freshly cut grass.

The metallic taste of water straight from the waterhose. And rainbows that arch from the spray.

This is becoming a list, which is not what I aimed for, and which could continue for days...

Goodnight.

Friday, July 22, 2005

How do you...

So maybe it's an unofficial rule that you have to keep a blog light-hearted or political or full of reviews about everyday "stuff."

But I'm gonna break the rules with this post.

How do you be a true friend -- how do you respond? what do you say? -- to a person that has very little self-respect or self-confidence but also believes that the world, that other people are the problem -- not them? Do you tell them how awesome and lovely they really are? This may help with the self-confidence problem, but what about the arrogance part? How do you make them understand that the world is not all bad? That their way isn't the only way? How do you explain that "man" is not bad to a person that doesn't like him- or herself? How do you help end this cycle of destructive thoughts? I know that it depends primarily on the person -- that I, in actuality, can influence them very little. But how do you tell someone, that's maybe never been told, how great they are and not blind them to the fact that there are serious problems with that destructive behavior?

Ok, so this is not rhetorical. I want to hear what you think. It's quite a quagmire. And I'm referring to more than one person here. And maybe -- probably -- this is a little autobiographical. Talk amongst yourselves.

Alright, alright. Here's an update.

I've been told that the last post has been on so long that it's no longer "My Newest Project" but the one you see over and over again while you are waiting for me to update this thing.

So there's a couple of things I want to touch on for this post. The first being...

Last Saturday was one of the best I've had in "Brooklyn City." Brigham tells it best with his photos and witty captions. We saw a Guns N' Roses cover band called Mr. Brownstone. I forget how much I REALLY LIKE Guns N' Roses... Check it out here.

I'm sitting here in a heat that's making my upper-lip sweat. And my laptop's getting increasingly warm, so I'm typing in this crazy way so that my hands don't touch the base of the computer and my fingers only touch for the time efficient enough to press the keys. And darn the typos 'cause that's just one more time I have to touch this thing.

The other thing that I want to mention is how much fun it is to reminisce with friends. We all do this, right? Even if it's in our own heads. Sara and I were talking about some of the boys we really had crushes on all throughout school. We concluded that fourth grade seems to be the year that girls discover boys. Or at least it was for us. This all stems from our 5-year class reunion coming up in a couple of weeks. I'm not going for a variety of reasons, mainly because I couldn't find a flight out on the Sunday after the reunion. (I swear, that's the reason.) I mean, does anybody actually go to a five-year reunion? Ten-year reunion -- I'm there. But I don't feel like I have enough accomplished to brag about to people that I really want to show up.

Which is a pretty good segway into my next topic. (Hold on. Have to wipe the sweat from my forehead.) How do you...no. It's too hot. I'll leave you hangin' until tomorrow.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

My Newest Project

I spent entirely too long compiling a bunch of songs today. Like three hours or so. I went on NPR's website and downloaded about 15 songs to my desktop only to find that I can't burn them onto a CD or anything. I thought I was being smart, trying to beat the system. I should have known that there are smarter people out there that block people like me from beating the system. But at least I have 'em on my computer now.

This compilation is a singer/songwriter compilation. Possibly one of the saddest compilations I've ever, umm, compiled. It's also maybe one of the best. But you can decide for yourself. C'mon, you know it's going to be kind of...introspective if Elliot Smith and Jeff Buckley are included in it.

I don't care if you don't listen to this kind of music or if you've never heard of even one of these people or bands. These songs have no genres or barriers. I mean, you could listen to Pat Green (Parker) or Amy Grant and still like these songs. Not that any of these songs resemble Pat Green or Amy Grant. They don't. Sorry.

Elliot Smith: "Let's Get Lost"
Clem Snide: "All Green"
Israel Kamakawiwo'ole: "Somewhere Over the Rainbow/What a Wonderful World"
Sufjan Stevens: "Godbird"
Sufjan Stevens: "All Good Naysayers, Speak Up or Forever Hold Your Peace"
R.E.M.: "At My Most Beautiful"

Bright Eyes: "Lua"
Wilco: "I am Trying to Break Your Heart"
Rob Stillman: "The Dance"
The Kings of Convenience: "Homesick"

Luke Temple: "Make Right With You"
Jeff Buckley: "Hallelujah" This link takes you to the homepage. Click on mediaplayer/jeffbuckley/media:audio-albums/grace and it's track #6. I know that's compliated, but this is the most awesome cover of the Leonard Cohen song I have EVER heard.

I can't find links for some of the ones that I have, so I haven't posted them. I've got some Richard Buckner, Damien Rice, Iron and Wine, James Mercer, Travis and stuff. I realize that I should have some folks like Rufus Wainwright, Teddy Thompson, and Ryan Adams on here. And I also realize that some of the ones that I've listed aren't technically singer/songwriters but more like bands, but how is that defined exactly? Granted, there is no singing on one song, so he's just a songwriter...but it's a hazy line.

And, nope, no Aqualung. If you want to add links or suggestions that would awesome.

If you only listen to one or two of these, listen to the Jeff Buckley song and "Godbird" by Sufjan Stevens. They are amazing.

I've been at this stinking computer for WAY too many hours today. My frontal lobe is sizzling. I quit.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Just wanted to let everybody know...

that I got in to FIT for the fall!

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Celeb Sighting of THIS Week


So, that's right, girls. I saw Adrian Grenier. Here's the story:

Stephanie Young, Laura Young, and Genevieve Bovee met me at my place and we went to dinner at Two Boots. Those of you that are familiar with Two Boots know that it's a good little place with normal food. Nothing fancy.

As we were seated, Stephanie and Laura pointed out that there was a famous guy across the restaurant from us. Yes, this was Mr. Grenier. He was sitting with a group of about 10 people -- an odd "entourage". (Okay, I HAD to say it.) There was a couple of little girls, some average-looking middle-aged people, and some Brooklyn-trust-fund-lookin'girls. (He was hugging the little girls as we left. Awww. He is like Chase from "Drive Me Crazy" when he played with the kids with waterguns.)

Upon a little research, I found that he was in town today (I assume he lives in LA while filming "Entourage"...) to be on "Regis and Kelly." I also found that he is from Brooklyn and his birthday is next Monday. Could this have been a birthday dinner we were witnessing?

I have to add that as he was leaving the restaurant he said, "'Bye-'bye" (not just one "'bye," mind you.) to the waiter as he rolled out his rolly-backpack thing. And it was definitely a backpack, not a carry-on with wheels. Maybe he has a bad back? Anyway, that's kind of the equivalent of, say, one of the Olsen twins wearing orthopedic granny shoes.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Celeb Sighting of the Week

Yesterday I saw Heather Graham. I was pleasantly surprised that she wasn't as skinny as I would have thought. She was definitely as smiley in person as she is in the movies. She's probably hyper-aware of how she looks when she's not smiling. Poor celebrities, always afraid of the unseen camera taking a shot of them without little smiles on their faces.

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